Yes it is true folks, sometimes life sucks and screw lemonade. If I wanted lemonade I would buy some. Sometimes life brings a world of sadness upon you, for no other reason (it would seem), then that we have the misery of being born to this world.
I am thank-ful for the fact that I was born here and not in another less fortunate country. I am not forced to go to war,I am not forced to carry a gun and kill people, I am not forced to starve, I can base my religious beliefs on experience even if they are weird or crazy. I am not forced to give my body to unknown people to do with as they please. I am not forced to get an education or eat all my vegetables.
What I am however is sad...... And no amount of anything can control that, the sadness comes from within. From a level that is very deep. I think it is a level beyond that which I ever thought I was capable of feeling. It tears me into pieces.
The sadness is not for myself as others would think..... but it is a true, heart felt sadness for those who do live with all the things that I don't have to on a daily basis..... I want to reach out to them in some way and comfort them..... I want to tell them it will be ok but... what the hell do I know. I don't know your intimate pain I can only offer you hope a little ray of sun straight from my heart to yours...K... here it comes.... don't be afraid try to catch it and if u do, carefully, put it in your pocket and take it out when u need to get through the tough times... I will always be there in my heart no matter how hard times get... things will get better... I promise.